Fear of the Future

It has been a very long while since I last wrote my sentiments or my very random thoughts here. I am seeking for a reason but my head right now is very clouded with thoughts of what I want to do with my life.So where do I start writing (again)?

I have been so caught up with reading novels again and then this quote struck the depths of me:

"People often fear the future until they realize the future is now, and that they are living in it" (Seth King, The Summer Remains)

Do you feel me? The future gives me this unnecessary shiver when I think of it. All my life I have been planning on everything that I want and everything that I want to happen and then suddenly life throws me something that isn't even close to what I plan for. This is just one of the days when I ask myself, why plan for something when there is no assurance that it will really happen? Why bother setting up your whole life before you when there is a very small chance that it will happen? 

This really terrifies me, and right now I can still say that the future is terrifying (in so many ways).

Sem ender date with Nikki

Watched INTERSTELLAR in the theater and our brain needed a treat, so here's 

Wicked Waffle, 4th Floor, SM Manila

Choco crumble Frappe

Cream Cheese Waffle with Choco Crumble Frappe

and

Cookie Butter Waffle with Belgian Chocolate Cold Drink

High School Friends goes Singaporean!

Went out just to "EAT" with High School buddies! 

Bugis Restaurant, Banawe Quezon City. 

Nikki's 21st!

Always present on Nikki's Birthday! Yellowcab pizza, pasta and chicken shared with high school friends for this year!

Happy Birthday Favorite Nikki! Thank you for all the life adventures that we shared together and for all there is to come!! God bless your beautiful and genuine heart :)

Yup, got the chance to be photographed by TomasinoWeb for #TomaSelfie! 

Sometimes at moments like these, when I feel so surrounded by so many people, yet feeling completely alone,

I ask myself,

What's there to look forward to?

Its been a while since I haven't been updating this blog. But then I saw it again. It made me remember everything that has happened to me the past months and to be honest, they we're not all very good. But I think that is what life is all about. It's all about good and bad things, and it is up for me to make a good story out of it. So here I am, committing myself to writing all my thoughts again. Hello, blog-filled life. I am ready for my new stories ;)

"Everyone tells you that you deserve better, 

Then no one is willing to give it to you."