If ever anyone would ask how my Valentines' Day was, well.. This is my story
So last night, I cried hard. Really really hard. The words are still slicing me. The pain was like I was hit by a bus then slammed my body on a tree, then hit the ground and found out I am still alive. Its real pain, I tell you... And I'm still crying until now.
What the hell. I should be happy today. I SHOULD. I should show everyone I'm happy so I won't mess things up again. So HE would answer my calls.. So he would think everything's okay here. I should.
But despite of all these pain brought by being fckin alone, I remembered my family.. Especially mom, who loved me even though I mess things up for 1000000000000 times. I just love her soooo much because she fills the holes in my heart and she never fails to understand and listen to all my bullcraps, Love you mom.. I wish you were here. So I could tell you everything.. How bullshit life away from home is, and how painful it is to be pushed away by someone..
Here's something for yaaaaaa!!! :D
Love you to bits, mom!!!
And yeah, Thank for my friends too... Who never fails me even if the rest of the world does..
Love you too!! :)
@Gia, Nikki, Sarah..
xxx camfy
